My Final Words

First off I want everyone to know I am happy now. I was in some ways happy in life, but I always ended back depressed. Many people may say if someone commits suicide they automatically go to hell. Well for one no one knows God his word may so one thing but only God knows why and for what reason I chose to end my own life. I want to thank everyone I knew in my life all the people i have ever met, spoke to or had any interaction with, you all impacted me in some way good or bad. Its hard to explain to anyone my reason for giving up in life. One thing I guess is that I saw my life not going anywhere, I could not see myself alive a year from now. I have pictured and dreamed of seeing myself commit suicide. I prayed it would not happen but it was destiny for me to end the way I did. I hope many things come from my death. To my family my last request is for you all to grow close to the good family we had a long time ago. Do not blame each other for my death, it was my choice and none of you had a part of that choice. Tina: You were a great sister, I could not have a better one than you, in life i wish you well. Bradley: You and I had our hard times, we sometimes got along okay, but never have I hated you and I claim you as my brother. Motherbird: I Love you momma I wish I could have told you all my feelings, I hope life for you gets better, smile for me and cry a tear for my life, again mom I love you and in life i wish you the best. Dad: You had a mjor impact in my life, you told me things you should have never said to me, but I forgive you, dont let my death bother you, you did good, you changed into a better man from all you have had to go through. I love you dad. To Hunter and his mom and Dad: Hunter I love you buddy, Im gone now, to a different place, but whereever it is i am I will never forget you and all the crazy things we have done together. Sharon and Jeff: You two were like my parents, I love you two, you helpled me get through tough times, you treated me like your own son, I wish you two well in life, I love you guys, I wish I could give everything to you two for all the things you had done for me. To Jocelyn: I have nothing more than this to say to you, You meant so much to me but you broke my heart, you were all the hope I had left and you just walked right out of my life, for this I forgive you and so you know, I Love you with all my heart. Sara Fisher: I wish I had the chance to love you, I hope you find a person in life to treat you as good as I would have treated you if I had you I really did love you with all my heart for never had you done any wrong to me.. To my Grandmother and all on my mothers side: Just that you are all good people and I wish life good for you all. Connie you so crazy!!! Moose is the man!!!. To my fathers side: So many of you I did not know, but since I didnt really know any of you i can say nothing more than sorry for not knowing you all. To all on my fathers side I did know: I wish you all well in life. To all my former church friends: I really missed you all and I am sorry for walking out. I hope that one day we shall meet again. I feel like there are so many people that I would wish to say goodbye to but I cannot say goodbye to everyone. Shaun S. Shawn D., Philip P., you all are great and fun guys life treat you all well. In my last prayer I prayed that I would have a tear to shed for all the things that have happened in my life. Mr.Tice: You made such a big impact on my life, you meant so much to me, I wish we could have developed a stronger friendship it seems you understood a few things about me that no one else did. My last words to everyone are these,"Hold what you love in life close and let only a few know you love it, for the world will destroy what it knows is good." : " I will forever have hope that all men understand and respect each other." With every bit of love and everything in my life having flashed before my eyes before my death, if asked in heaven do I regret my choice of death, I would say, " I could see no further, I could only see what the past had held in my life and I for the past I died and for the future I did not care."

My light burns no more but I hope I am remembered,

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